7/9/2023 4:45pm
Tags: revisit mystory storytelling existential
I wasn’t telling myself any adventure and certainly had no challenge calling to me.
Not having any to myself.. of course it didn’t spread out to my place in the world either. Then the suffering of consciousness is the only thing left. Of course pessimism, nihilism, and suicidal ideation were all that ensued.. I was atheistic from the start.
If stories greatly add to humans emotional value to something. This applies to lives as well. Early resentment killed early gratitude, I began to scoff at emotions.