Status:
Awareness Without Understanding
Reference
(Feeling notes from the underground will cover this)
Always having a part of you that is removed from your current situations, that being your center and awareness… however that seems similar to the same pessimism and cynicism with my middle school self. Having a higher awareness but none of the emotional tools to deal with your situation it’s like a skill set that’s missing one of the pieces. Having awareness but no emotional intelligence just traps you into a pessimistic thought pattern from not being able to handle what is happening but being able to comment on it from outside of the 1st person